dreamstate
eyes wide shut
with the tip of my heart
pointing at you
my fingers drawing
the shape of your breasts
in the thin air after midnight
dreaming
what we had
and where we go
another
puzzle
in this crazy world
all that and one
all that
I want to
I have to
I desire to
I will
immediately
without delay
put on my
list of confusion
agenda of torture
gaze into
songs
and
poems
and
gifts
and
beauty
forget about
the days
of slavery
and heal
the wounds
and always
always
think
two words
after I
cats
oh, and of course it is raining cats and dogs
harsh cold raindrops
late autumn rain
Southland winter rain
with winds
that no horses could escape
cold, cold
thoughts
minds frozen
winter feelings
watching
your naked body
far away
blossoming into the sun
and hoping
for another summer
where love
and kisses
grow
poem to the new
and no
no
it is not dark
there is this shimmer
lights
on the snow
mirroring
what was
and what
is coming
and telling
stories
of this life
and others
and
yes
says it
and
yes
stronger than the world
and poems are written to people
who believe
or start believing
or believe
they never can believe
and who stand still
in fear and anger
and who seem
to be waiting
without a reason
and who stare
black-eyed in the dark
and yes
these poems
are written
and they are stronger
than the world
True Words
What if
a word was true
as true as a feeling
that I can’t name
what if
a smile was true
the smile
that invited you
to say yes
to forever
and a day
what if
a lie was true
in my mouth
that can’t chew
and swallow
and twist
the truth anymore
what if
a curse was true
and we found
another embracing
like reptiles
in sweaty nights
what if
the truth
had so many
faces
that we
called it
a lie